Podcasts & Conversations

I love talking about stories. They shape how we see ourselves, what we believe is possible, and how we make meaning of our lives. In these conversations, I explore religious trauma, leaving white American evangelicalism, the stories we’ve been taught to believe, and what helps us live with more freedom, kindness, and hope.

Life Unwasted Podcast

Josh’s Story: Leaving the Missionary Machine Through Imagination

In this conversation, I share what it was like growing up as a missionary kid, spending years inside white American evangelicalism, and eventually leaving. We talk about the grief and trauma I experienced, and how my love for Marvel, Star Wars, and stories helped me imagine a life beyond the system.

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The Awakening Podcast

Unlearning the Code: From Missionary Kid to Mental Health Therapist

In this conversation, I talk with Heather and Tamara about growing up as a missionary kid and pastor’s kid, my years in ministry, and what it was like to leave white American evangelicalism. We explore the code we learn inside a religious system, how it can continue to influence us after we leave, and what it looks like to begin unlearning it.

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The Dismantling Doctrine Podcast

Missionary Kid, Religious Trauma, and Leaving Christianity

In this conversation, I share my journey from growing up on missionary ships to spending 23 years in ministry and eventually becoming a therapist. We talk about the “what if” questions that began challenging what I had been taught, the long process of leaving white American evangelicalism, and how I use narrative therapy to help people examine the stories that have shaped their lives.

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